Listening to: My Dying Bride
Watching: The days go by
Playing: Animal Crossing
Eating: various snacks
I don't know, I feel I need to vent a little. I doubt many people will read this anyway, I'm wasting time.
Like I have quite a bit of watchers yet I get like no favorites or comments on anything. Are a lot of them inactive... or just don't like my art but won't unwatch me?
I've grown so much since I started on here and now I'm starting to really like my art, I spend a lot of time and effort improving and making my drawings look good, yet I get nothing.
(Ugh... this is how I am irl, where I'm annoying and need attention...)
But I'm just saying I have 500 watchers yet every time I post something it doesn't get the attention I hope for.
Usually if I post things to clubs I get a lot of favorites and such so maybe I need to do that. My plushies get a lot of favorites and comments, which I like because I work hard on them, (and put money into them *^*) but I work hard on my drawings too.
My fan art gets a decent amount of attention, probably because almost everybody loves video games and anime on here, but I also like doing original art and characters because it's 100% my own idea and creation.
My most favorited things are my Ghost Adventures comics, which were silly little jokes my sister and I made. I'm glad something became famous of mine but I put like no time and effort into those, I think most artists understand this pain. You make something dumb and everybody loves it, yet you make a masterpiece you spend hours and days on and nobody cares. I don't make those anymore for multiple reasons so I'm hoping something else will become popular.
Also if you're here for BVB, I've also discontinued making art for them. 1: I'm not really a fan of them anymore. I honestly thought I would love their music forever. I was wrong. It was kind of a fad but I will always love STWOF. To me it's the best album. That's my opinion so please don't argue with me about their other stuff. I just haven't like their newest albums and the fans can be irritating sometimes (but that comes with every fanbase for everything) 2: I've changed my music interest. A lot of the "screamo" (post-hardcore) stuff I don't care for anymore. Yes I still like a couple but not much.
Finally, Sonic Characters/anthro. I think everyone started out on dA because they made Sonic Oc's. Like no joke. To me it was a fad and a place to begin, but now I want to draw other things. Honestly I'm not really into it anymore, want to focus on humans/ realism.
In conclusion, I probably sound like a whiny bitch or something, but I just want my original ideas to be loved by others too. Maybe I'll get back into some fan art since I've improved. I'm just picky on fan art since I feel the character needs to be EXACTLY as official art. Maybe submitting to clubs and joining new ones will help. I also need to do that with my new account so I can gain more interest.
Thanks for reading this. I hope nobody is upset with me. I just wanted to share my feelings and my plans for my art in the future, as well as explain the changes of my interests.