So a few weeks after my boyfriend broke up with me i went to the cafe with one of my other college buddies. She was paying for her coffee and this really cute boy was behind me, LIKE THIS KID IS PERFECTION AT IT'S FINEST. After I saw him at the cafe now I see him like literally everyday and it kills me. *-* He's so cute! I don't have nay classes with him or anything but I see him around school. I really want to talk to him but I'm so nervous and scared and it would be so awkward just going up to him. ;A; I don't even know his name! -_- Everyday he wears a blue beanie and I just call him the cute kid with the blue beanie. He also has a skateboard!
Yesterday, I was heading to the lobby with my high school dude friend and said friend earlier (Mickaela) and the cute kid was right there (with friends) at the end of the stairs near the atm! I freaked out and pointed out to Mickaela he was there. She nearly threw me at him a few times and I was so nervous and red. His friends left, perfect opportunity, but I was too nervous to do anything. He was heading back upstairs but looked over at me before he did. #'v'# So my dude friend and Mickaela are gonna help me out so I can fucking interact with this boy who was sculpted by angels.
I hate how I suck talking to people and boys in particular. -_- I need help. ;A;
He's just too beautiful for me! And I would be so awkward. I can't start conversations. It's driving me crazy.